DEMENTIA

Remember - 

The first time,

We matched in a swipe,

We hoped with our new hello’s,

We used to play as a team,

We saw each other online and smile,

You waited for me to talk over the moonlight,

And I talked about my life as a prince,

And you were once a prince too in my life,

But we both live in a different kingdom,

But you changed the details every time,

The feeling of connection and translation,

It keeps us stronger and it triggers my heart,

You were there and I remember it all too well,

You took your time to diligently work in a vacation,

To take the opportunity and could spend time more.

Firestarter -

When I shyly said “I love you,”

And you told me you secretly love me too,

When I dramatized I don’t like your lanterns,

But it's the only thing to make this turn out so beautiful,

When we agreed to make a deal,

On whoever first came to our favorite spot,

But you suddenly take the opportunity,

You initiated a drama,

It was all meant for bad boys,

I cried deep inside with the thought,

That would crave for his flaws and go-flows,

And agreed to be his court man in front of ‘em.

And every time we call each other prince,

It changed into something else,

Something that is more important,

I took a picture of you in my mind,

And that means you’re too essential. 

Burning Desire - 

Your eyes captivate me how gorgeous you are;

Those smile that I dreamt of, me and you,

Although that’s my best-kept secret,

I admit I never told you once in front,

You hugged me tight and tighter,

You held me close and closer,

You made me bold and bolder,

Head just spin ‘round and feet above the ground,

The moment he kissed you on your forehead,

Those can’t-let-you-gos, and forevermore,

All I-love-yous and I-miss-yous,

Haunts me for one second you’re not there,

Burning desire become a deep sensation,

The moment you knew this is it,

The moment you knew that could last a lifetime,

The moment is the best feeling in your existence,

That somebody loves you,

That finally you found you’re soulmate,

My six-feet deathbed could just unmantle,

Cheeks blushed and felt on my way home.

Chances of forever and more than a lifetime.

Grow Up, “Never!” -

I stay spontaneous,

To the night calls, weekend rare views,

Sweet stuff and to more adventures,

There were times get roughs and toughs,

But everything is quite resolved,

Slates are clean, no white lies,

And one day I saw you’re breath-hold,

Then I cried for a little bit more,

The next morning I found your body beside me,

Surprise! Wrapped in a bunch of chocolate sticks,

I felt like a new level rose but it feels much younger.

I stay who I am,

and he stays who he was,

And all we had to do was stay like this!

Pista de Pateros

The Municipality of Pateros is well-known for its tradition of fluvial procession (Pagoda sa Ilog) and Pandangguhan. The fiesta is mainly celebrated every second Sunday of February and based on liturgical calendaar, 29th of July. Some says that people living in Pateros are solely devoted to Sta Martha among the Southeast Asian countries, this is why other devotees from other parts of the Philippines went to Pateros for the festivity.

Since young, I always wanted to intervene at to any procession that I could restlessly walk even million miles. I'm not living in Pateros but I could say that I am a devotee of Sta. Martha too since I would love to join their fiesta. My Auntie brought me here since 2004 - 2009 to join their procession. This procession is different since they used to dance (Pandangguhan) while people are throwing foods at them. The Pasubo signifies Martha’s life to Jesus as she served during the Last Supper while the dancing signifies thanksgiving to Sta. Matha’s slaying crocodile that significantly impacted the livelihood in Pateros.

Now 2020, it is good to see that people in here kept their traditions as they are proud of it. Younger populations are getting into this as they will keep this belief lifetime from generation to generation.

The First Time

robbietobby

In the beginning, we have been wondering how'd we got in this position yet now I just wonder how I survive from the unexpected crash of heart. It took almost two months to replenished and live life again to the fullest then I ever known. I immediately took the world for granted by being ignorant to toxic surprises that the world offers at work, family, friends and even the news because I prioritized this summer love.

***

Hi! - It's the first time seeing you around.
The first time we hang out for a date after long chapters of conversations.
We both found ourselves in a dark place you said you had never been before.
What's this?
We almost lack a bow tie to become formally dressed while there were roller blades on our feet.
The place is as cold and icy but it's not winter.
I remember you said that you never get used to this, so I immediately took those hands and taught you how to move.
We spend, we sway, we stumble, we glide, and we took memories.
Never could I imagine that there is someone like you who would make my world fall out of love. With all aspects of this love, I began to realize that we almost live in a huge palace.
And in there, brewing coffee, serve your significant half, cherish together and live as one body and soul, King of my heart.

Hey! - It's the first time he is grinning from ear to ear.
A small tickle turns my cheeks to red.
I started to feel the burning sensation inside and turn this untouchable heart to become unbreakable as diamonds.
I can't see any of his corneas when he smiles.
And I almost kneel as I've seen the face of an angel, I never could have asked for more.
We exchanged vows, although there's a bit lacking my confidence, cause that's how I supposed to do with a little of charm and poise.
I don't know why but when I ask my co-Libra we have a lot of things in common during dating.
One, we're shy even they bring out the best in us.
Two, we're comfortable, fell asleep and the universe is tranquil when they're around.
Third, we're on the edge of our very own emotions.
Everything is settled in balance. 

And hey! - It's the first time he would make my world the most important thing he'll look up to, yes you did.
I found my guardian angel sent from above.
There were lots of pace, back and forth, of deep love, subtle peace, loving messages, likey video chats, and more love letters and etc.
He always surprised me with lots of abundance gifts that I appreciate, so I always went straight home with blushing cheeks.
He took his time to memorize me, my features, my schedules, my body language, my figures, my speech, my favorites, my gestures, my routine, my attitude, my everything, all at once.
And I found myself the essential being as if I wore this magical crown.
He let his work done before his work get started and it was the sweetest thing I've ever imagine that someone did it for you. The first time I thought maybe we could be forever.

YEY! -
It's the first time I give more than I take because his happiness makes me the happiest.
For long six months, my spirits gather to form as discerned gift ready to sacrifice everything for my first, one true love.
Every day I bow and pray for this love to last a forever and if not I could spend another lifetime.
All I can see is as just as clear blue water.

When skies grew darker, currents swept you out. For seconds you lose counts.
You let all things you were once found beautiful become routinely, slowly, suddenly... disappearing. What now? I could almost blame myself. 

Its the first time you realize that happiness isn't found.
Its the first time I realize that the person who could bring you happiness is the one who could bring you the most pain. 

It's the first time you hold the bow and someone else pulls back the arrow aimed at your chest.
The first time you'll ever know what it's like when it's over. 

It's the first time you feel completely helpless like you're reaching out for something but it just slips through your fingers.
No matter how we both wanted it, it will never work out in the end.
When first love ends, you wonder if you ever knew what it even was.
If what you was even real. 

I learn to laugh, to cry, to hold on, to let go.
And maybe if I'll love again, I'll love better, and maybe this time, longer.

P.S. Some words adapted from scriptures of Chris Lim and Brian Lee, you guys have the best cinematography with great selection of stories. 

LOVER’S CONVERSATION

Hi?

Hello 

I’m ME!

You’re cool 

Howdy?

Good, started to feel crazy

I think you’ll fulfill one of my prayers

Maybe you’re not even human, you’re an angel

Good Morning Baby!

Rise and Shine Baby!

Sleepwell

Late Night Talks are fun

Look at me

You look fab

Where you at?

C’mon here, I’ll take you to these places

Uh-Oh its a bit dangerous, (won’t do it again)

We should do this again

He grins.

He believes.

They continue.

They knew they’re both belong.

Hi, again!

This is my Mom

Thanks for the lunch

Anytime, sweet munchkin

I’m pregnant

Oh! I’m pregnant, too..!?

Lets play: It was so nice picking Chasé

Yup. But I like learning French and not that at all

But, can we play?

Hmmm... Sure for you!

I’m about to sleep

I’m getting moody in here

Stay put, take a look at why we started

Do you still belive in me?

I do I do I do everytime. I love you I love you

I love you as not just I got that boom

Then, there were two beautiful souls.

They stay on each other minds like a sound.

They surrender their flaws.

They felt forever love.

It was such a good time with your friends

Like you more when your hand on my hand

You got a heart

I’m ugly

Its your purest heart!

I only want you

Me too

Kisses

Uhhhh, this is heaven

Unpurely but satisfied

Lemme get in there

Noo lemme get into you

I’m on the top of the world

I’ll be your humblest joker

Time was frozen.

Daylight’s golden.

Sinkin’ deep ocean.

They’re both on the same wavelength.

Motivated now

Braver and bolder, I guess

You’re thougthful than I’ve ever known

You’ve thought me how to daydream

Today, I felt like a satellite

Why is it then?

My world revolves around you

No, you’re my forever oxygen

Hug me

Stay and don’t make me feel blue

How do you like the sound of my own voice?

Not-so-good, but it makes me shiver

I feel warm when you’re here

I feel the rush in my veins too

But it feels nice when you’re here in my arms

Take me to the limit and lets run away

They both stay.

They both keep going away.

They sail on the same ocean.

They sounded like they’re too far from the shore. To far from going home.

What have I done?

I just want you closer

Don’t you feel I’m closer?

This happens when your world becomes my world

I’ve left the orchestra for you, ain’t that enough?

You’re more than enough, I just..

I’ve confessed to my mother, how that does sound to you?

I fancy you: you’re a challenge, that cute voice, that ..

I’m so done

Let’s settle this please

Don’t beg

I’m sorry

You’re not sorry

I think we are challenged

They are young and reckless.

Lost in a maze.

They believe that love transcends time and space.

They we’re both numb and feel dumb.

Talk to me

..

Look, I’m okay now.

..

C’mon

Its just a red sign, but not gonna left you

I just wanted to thank you for everything

What does it mean?

I like to be alone

We surely can make this through

No, we’re lost

I’m gonna find a way how..

..

..

..

..

The lovers lose in signal.

Sparks fly faded.

The sun never been so bright.

But everything surely happens for a reason.

Dancing “Tala” by Sarah Geronimo with friends ❤

Dancing next to my friends is one of my 2020 goals!.. Hope you enjoy the vid. Cheers to more fun dancing! ❤

Taylor Swift's "Reputation" Album Quotes

From: https://weheartit.com/entry/300839697

..Ready For It

Every love I've known in comparison is a failure.

End Game 

I don't wanna touch you, I don't wanna be, just another ex-love you don't wanna see.

.. tried to forget it, but we just couldn't and I bury hatchets, but I keep maps of where I put 'em

I swear I don't love the drama, it loves me.

And I can't let you go, your handprints on my soul,

It's like your eyes are liquor, it's like your body is gold.

I Did Something Bad

So I play 'em like a violin and I make it look oh-so-easy

They say I did something bad, then why's it feel so good?

Don't Blame Me

Don't blame me -  love made me crazy if it doesn't you ain't doing it right.

For you, I will fall from grace just to touch your face

Delicate

This ain't for the best.

My reputation's never been worse, so you must like me for me.

Look What You Made Me Do

I don't like your little games, the role you made me play.

I don't like your perfect crime, how you laugh when you lie

But I got smarter, I got harder in the nick of time.

I rose up from the dead, I do it all the time.

The world moves on, another day, another drama, 

But not for me, all I think about is karma.

I don't trust nobody and nobody trusts me I'll be the actress starring in your bad dreams

So It Goes...

'Cause we break down a little but when you get me alone, it's so simple

I'm yours to keep and I'm yours to lose

I make all your grey days clear and wear you like a necklace

Gorgeous

You should think about the consequence of your magnetic field being a little too strong.

You're so cool, it makes me hate you so much.

You've ruined my life, by not being mine.

You're so gorgeous, I can't say anything to your face.

And I'm so furious, at you for making me feel this way.

And you should think about the consequence of you touching my hand in a darkened room

Ocean blue eyes looking in mine, I feel like I might sink and drown and die.

You make me so happy it turns back to sad,

There's nothing I hate more than what I can't have

You are so gorgeous it makes me so mad.

Getaway Car

The ties were black, the lies were white

X marks the spot, where we fell apart,

He poisoned the well, I was lying to myself.

We were flying, but we'd never get far

It was the great escape, the prison break.

And a circus ain't a love story, and now we're both sorry

King Of My Heart

I'm perfectly fine, I live on my own, I made up my mind, I'm better off being alone.

Now you try on calling me, baby, like trying on clothes

And all at once, you are the one I have been waiting for

King of my heart, body, and soul...

Your love is a secret I'm hoping, dreaming, dying to keep.

Change my priorities, the tastes of your lips is my idea of luxury

Is this the end of all the endings?

My broken bones are mending,

With all these nights we're spending.

Dancing With Our Hands Tied

My love had been frozen deep blue, but you painted me golden.

I loved you in spite of deep fears that the world would divide us

Dress

There is an indentation, in the shape of you. Made your mark on me, a golden tattoo.

Say my name and everything just stops I don't want you like a best friend.

Only bought this dress so you could take it off.

Carve your name into my bedpost cause I don't want you like a best friend.

If I get burned, at least we were electrified.

Even in my worst times, you could see the best of me.

Even in my worst lies, you saw the truth in me.

This Is Why We Can't Have Nice Things

So why'd you have to rain on my parade?  I'm shaking my head, I'm locking the gates.

This is why we can't have nice things, darling. Because you break them,

I had to take them away

This is why we can't have nice things, honey

Did you think I wouldn't hear all the things you said about me?

It was so nice being friends again

There I was giving you a second chance

But you stabbed me in the back while shaking my hand

Here's a toast to my real friends, they don't care about that he said, she said.

Call It What You Want

I brought a knife to a gunfight.

They took the crown but it's alright.

My baby's fit like a daydream, walking with his head down, I'm the one he's walking to.

My baby's fly like a jet stream, high above the whole scene, loves me like I'm brand new.

All my flowers grew back as thorns.

Windows boarded up after the storm.

All the drama queens taking swings,

All the jokers dressing up as kings,

They fade to nothing when I look at him.

And I know I make the same mistakes every time, bridges burn, I never learn at least I did one thing right.

I want to wear his initial on a chain around my neck

Chain round my neck

Not because he owns me

But 'cause he really knows me

"You don't need to save me, but would you run away with me?"

New Year's Day

Don't read the last page

But I stay when you're lost, and I'm scared

And you're turning away

Hold on to the memories, they will hold on to you

I want your midnights but I'll be cleaning up bottles with you on New Year's Day.

Please don't ever become a stranger,

Whose laugh I could recognize anywhere.

LOOKING BACK TO WHAT I'VE ACHIEVED - MY 2018 / 2019 GOALS

Sharing to you my 2018 - 2019 goals list. This long list contains plans that I'd like to achieve, have more to strive for, and more opportunities to make myself better. Now, out of the list below those that are marked with "◦" were not yet achieved while those marked with "✓" are achieved and can be achieved again in the following year. If you can see these goals are not specific, but moving forward this 2020 I'll have it a bit specific.


2018 MAJOR GOALS
(January 2018 - November 2018)

Divine Intervention: 

◦ Attend Mass Every Sunday 

◦ Pray every night 

✓ Pray before and after the meal 

✓ Visit adoration chapel right after jogging 

✓ Charity episodes 

◦ Blog a God-related post 

Self-love: 

◦ Brace ✓ 

New Fab Clothes 

✓ Whittier Skin 

◦ 60.kg by the month of Oct 

Family Goals: 

✓ Dreamhouse goal 

✓ To dine once in a while 

✓ Check health status 

✓ 2-day Vacation 

✓ Family Outreach Vacation 

Friendship Goals: 

✓ To bond once in a while

More Goals: 

✓ Find a new job 

✓ Update Resume 

✓ Medical 2018 

✓ Jog 15 times/month 

✓ Improve vocabulary 

✓ Promote in a job 

✓ Revamp blog 

✓ Read a letter to any friend 

◦ Update entries (at least 2/month) 

✓ Revamped Instagram 

✓ Revamped updated pictures in facebook 

✓ No love life 2018 

◦ Travel solo 

✓ Hike a mountain 

◦ Buy a bike 

◦ Travel out of the country 

✓ Recreate my room 

✓ Upgrade cellphone 

✓ Establish connections with PH songwriters 

◦ Perform in a stage 

✓ Perform at Way Of The Cross 

✓ Fix a problem at work 

✓ Fix a self-fight 

◦ Learn how to cook 

✓ Dance at the beach 

✓ Party hard 

✓ Collect species 

✓ Familiarize self with cars and motor and its parts 

✓ Update planner 2018 regularly (til Nov) 

✓ Consult travel abroad for work 

◦ Plant a flowering plant 

◦ Make a video dedicated to Aunties 

✓ Make a video to oneself 

✓ Check-Up Skin Disease 

◦ Join in a dance club 

◦ Buy new shoes 

✓ Prepare a healthy milkshake or drinks 

◦ Read a novel 

✓ Post a vlog about Adventures 

✓ Visit a museum 

✓ Achieved 5/5 goals at VMV with a rate of 4 as min. to 4.9 (achievable) 

✓ Review Biology related Journal once a while 

✓ Creat 2019 Goals into more provisionary state 

✓ Check K-Landian Goals 2K18 with those beautiful people 

✓ Join in a bazaar 

✓ Archive Pictures (IG and GDrive) 

✓ Conduct a Workshop 

✓ Prepare an Examination

🌞🌞🌞

2019 GOALS

(Started December 2018- November 2019) 

I. SELF IMPROVEMENT 

✓ NO LOL FOR 5 DAYS 

✓ NO LOL FOR 10 DAYS 

✓ NO LOL FOR 20 DAYS 

◦ NO LOL FOR 30 DAYS 

✓ NO LATES FOR 3 CONSECUTIVE MONTH 

✓ NO LATES FOR 75 DAYS 

✓ Engage in a spectacular business 

✓ Join in a club (any organization) 

◦ Practice music arts 

◦ Learn how to play instruments 

◦ Participate in a campaign (tree planting, walk for psoriasis) 

◦ Give a talk in a symposium 

◦ Learn how to drive 

◦ Plant a garden of thorn 

✓ Participate in any church activities 

◦ IQ TEST 

✓ Read 2 books/week 

◦ Read 3 books/week 

II. FINANCIAL DEVELOPMENT 

✓ Q1 - 25,000 

✓ Q2 - 40,000 

✓ Q3 - 60,000 

✓ Q4 - 70,000 

III. LOVE INTEREST 

✓ Meet professional people 

✓ Have dinner on the 20th of the month (minimum of twice/year)

✓ Cooked 5 meals/month 

◦ Cooked 10 meals/month 

◦ Cooked 20 dishes of foods /month 

✓ Cooked food for love ones 

✓ Reconnect with any ex (friendship) 

✓ Donated in any charity/beggar (up to Php 100.00) 

◦ Travel out-of-town with BFF 

IV. COMPUTER LITERACY PROGRAM 

◦ Create a videogram 

✓ Revamp Instagram

✓ Consult or canvass an AutoCAD learning facility for a potential computer studying

 V. TRAVEL 

✓ Travel with friends (Any place)

✓ Travel with family (Any place) 

VI. PROFESSIONAL 

✓ Find a job with a salary of 20,000 min 

✓ Apply in URC Flour Division 

✓ PROMOTED in a job 

VII. CRAZY CHALLENGES (Test your fear) 

✓ Send a friend request to former ... for 24 hours 

✓ Unfriend again on December 31, 2018

Binibini, Tumatanggap Ka Pa Ba Ng Tula?

Ni Joshua Alcantara

Binibini, tumatanggap ka pa ba ng tula?

Tinatablan ka pa ba ng matatamis na salita? 

Nasubukan mo na bang mahulog sa isang makata? 

Tatlong katanungan ang inihain ko - 

At 'wag sanang umiling ang iyong ulo 

Tatlong katanungang umaasang sagutin mo'y oo 

Yung may magkakaparehong tunog na salita 

Binibini, nakakakilala ka pa ba ng tugma? 

Nakakakilala ka pa ba ng linya? 

Saknong na may pinagsama sama upang magdugtong? 

Linyang may pinagsamasamang salita? 

Nakakakilala ka pa ba ng saknong? 

O mas mabuting tanungin ko sa'yo sinta 

Na tumanggap ng bulaklak kaysa tula 

Binibini, nakakakilala ka pa ba ng tula? 

Marahil hindi na tulang pinag isipan 

Dahil sinanay ka ng ibang Adan 

Na tumanggap ng stuffed toy na naglalakihan 

Kaysa sa tulang may pagmamahal na nilalaman. 

Mas sinanay ka ng ibang lalaki 

Na tumanggap ng tsokolate kaysa tulang may nais ipasabi 

Naiintindihan ko, kung bakit hindi na nakakakilala ng tula yang puso mo 

Kaya heto't nagsulat ako 

Ng tulang magsisilbing susi sa kandado 

Ngunit kapag ito'y natanggap at nabasa mo 

Upang buksan ang puso mong sarado 

Ikaw na sana ang magsilbing hurado 

Kung nararapat nga bang tanggapin ang tulang isinulat ko 

Inaamin ko, ang tula ko ay hindi nagtataglay ng mamahaling presyo 

Ito ang tanging meron lang ako 

Panigurado, mararamdaman mong isa ka sa pinaka espesyal na tao 

Umaasa ako, na tatanggapin mo ang mga tulang isusulat ko 

Wala animong pambili ng mga kahit na anong galing sa mga naging dati mong nobyo 

Dahil sinasabi ko sa'yo 

Ay ang pagiging makata ko 

Na oo, ginoo tumatanggap pa'ko ng tula 

At pagmamahal na tanging para lamang saiyo 

Kaya sana binibining nagbabasa nito 

Handa akong mag alay ng libo libong salita 

Sana ay malaman mo 

Kahit sandamakmak pa na tugma 

Basta't marinig ko lang saiyo ang kataga 

Maubusan man ako ng tinta't pluma 

Ay magiging pinakamasaya na sa lahat ng makata

Inedit ni: Robbietobby

Sa Bilang Ng Lima, Limot Na Kita

Ni Joshua Alcantara

Isa...

Nag-aalangan pa, 

Kung kakayanin ba,

Pipigilan ang sarili na manabik sayo sinta.

Mga panahong kapiling ka na magiging isang magandang ala-ala.

Dalawa...

Buo na ang aking pasya!

Mga pariralang hinandog sayo'y pupunitin ko na,

Mga huling piyesang binuo ko sabay sa patak ng luha,

Paghihintay't pagmamamahal ay nauwi sa isa namang pantasya.

Tatlo! 

Ang puso kong may puyo,

Mangulit pa sa'yo ay ano.

Sumpaang pag-ibig na hanggang dulo - 

Sinuko ng walang sabi't paano.

Apat -

salamat na lamang sa lahat!

Sa mga labis, pagkukulang na sayo'y di sapat.

Saang matarik na bundok man ako mapadpad,

Ibang guhit ng ating mga palad.

Lima! 

"Mahal pa din kita"

Katagang di na muling masasabi pa.

Napatunayan ang mundo'y magkaiba,

Isaalang alang ka na lamang sa makapagbibigay ng tunay na ligaya.

Inedit Ni: Robbietobby

Why visit Dessert Museum?

I checked one of my 2K18 goals by visiting such a unique museum located at Unit 124, 126, 127a, S Maison, Coral Way, Conrad Hotel Manila, Mall of Asia Complex, Barangay 76, Pasay, 1300 Metro Manila. It was Saturday and best come in your most defined outfit. Eight (8) mouthwatering rooms will fulfill your "sweet dream." These are World of Donut, Marsh Mallows, Candy Cane (Nice/Naughty), Ice Cream, Bubblegum, Gummy Bear, Cotton Candy Groves, and Cake Factory. You should bring your friends and experience the best and the newest instagrammable place as if no one could replace that sugar rush.


This is how you advertise Dessert Museum in a Bollywood way.

When is Someday?

robbietobby

When I was a young kid,

moments there that  I was once used to distinguish colors,

moments there that I remembered the Sunday golden mornings,
moments there that I'm sick and wanted to get out my daily routines,
moments that piece of writings and readings are marked ingenuity,
problems from left to right were never-gone and cascaded.
Moments that I used to ask when is someday?

At twelve, I started to recognize to whom do I cry with,
Why do I cry, and when will I cry.
Sooner, I'm asking the same old question,
When is the soonest someday that I will be,
Will I be a teacher since I used to play that role?
Will I be a performer even if it's just in my wildest dream?
Will I be a clerk? or a lawyer? or a judge? or a doctor?
But when is someday?

Also, when I was younger too,

I used to think about what mad scientist thought,

to once substitute their mind so I can see them,

so that I could use to be like them,

so that I could use to think like them,

I wish I had a grandfather who was born like ‘em,

And that someday I could be like them.

But when is someday!

Later, I found myself caught in between,
that if I wanted to voice out my opinion or not,
that I had groups of enemies and my family,

that if I'd self-same or hybrid,
that if I'd go with them or old-style,
that if I caught them in the eye or just nimble my shadow,
that if we're on parallel universe or multiverse.
I wanted to choose one, but,
When is someday!

I chose to be a microscope,
not a scene in a death note or fable,
botany rather than technology,
guided by three Ruler and a bit star.
Occasionally finding someone true,
Typically same and humble,
Technically smart and futile,
Obviously pink and clever.
If there are more things missing,
When is it someday?

I found my love at 21,
I never saw him coming.
His Asian eyes flash with sparkling nodes,
I gave my own language and said "this is it,"
We swore off forever and ever,
We had golden rules, and rule a kingdom once,
Castle built with bricks of the past were falling,
I swore to God I never let go,
For this love is like a sweet state embargo.

But in spite of when is someday, it was gone -
The world ticks and flew fast,
memorized body language faded,
sparks never gain second chances,
sweet disasters and fire starters,
my love is a goner, though he's the answer,
to my 'Where is Somedays?'
When will I find someone like you again?
For I look in every face, he's no you.
When is it someday?

Today, 22, I realize one big thing.
To not question me to when is someday,
to not stick to my guts about when is someday,
to believe in my spirit that there is someday,
to continually praise God, even if there's no someday,
to believe that the most pain will have end-day,
not swim against the current,
not give in one blow,
not give my all,
not fall in love again at the wrong time,
but if there's still the chance,
I and my longing heart would ask,
When is Someday?

DREAMER LOVER BOY

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I look up for North Star, this serves as my guide.
I travel 50 miles for this love if I could bring you back.
You could just hang in there and I come-forth to save us!
I knew love was real yet it's broken but can be reforged.

I love that dreamer lover boy anyway...

I never see patterns and signs that you are leaving,
I beg and drowned and died for like every day in my life.
I used some Pinterest points to conceal what you have damaged, and
If possibly could use some potion just to get you back.

Cause I love that dreamer lover boy...


I saw it in your eyes,
you could have cryin’
but you hold it back for more.
I started explainin'
how my strength is pulling me about.
Before I explode my love just baby understands.
And I keep saying these words since you're long gone and gone and gone...

But I love what he dreamt about me all...






The constant reason you had blamed me with no affirmations.
You accused yourself, darling, with your "fix someone's wagon."
You came into someone’s life to destruct what they’ve prepared for,
Let karma arrived at your most convenient time.

Yet, I love that dreamer lover boy!...

You can’t take temptations, and you are living with your past.
I cannot guarantee I’m being safe in your arms now.
The moments you sacrificed, left in pieces I hold on.
You broke me, delete me in your life.

I LOVE YOU dreamer lover boy!

I saw it in your eyes
you could have cryin’
but you hold it back for more
I started explainin'
how my strength is pulling me about
Before I explode my love just baby understand
And I keep saying these words
since you're long gone and gone and gone...

That... dreamer lover boy!

P.S. To the one I love

Levels of Understanding

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1. Historical Basis
This type of person involves understanding in historical approach, as he digs down past stories to connect rebuts in the present tense.

Examples are trials in the court.


2. Case to Case Support
This type of person substitutes himself to support one side that is based on his own experiences. He alluded arguments that testifies his own decision that happened in previous cases or point of his life.

Examples under this category are your friends.


3. Mutual Understanding
One type of person that understands another through mutually de-vowing each other.

Examples under this are couples and formers.


4. Bloodline
The person is usually argued or understands biasedly referring to his family tree. Examples of this category are a mother to child, grandmother vs. grandchild, cousin vs. cousin.


5. Physiological
This person intrigues understanding while uses psychological or kokological principles.

Example professionals vs. victims, psychiatrist vs. patience.


6. Mentality
The person understands another while basing on levels of mentality.

Examples bosses to staff, mother to childhood.


7. Hierarchy
The person has the ability to understand another based on professional positioning or ranking of another.

Examples of which are presidents vs. cabinet members, mayor to citizens, doctor to patient.


8. Biblical
The person seeks to understand another on a religious approach.

Examples priest vs. the one who confesses.


Rate yourself:
Level 1: Complete Package (1-8)
Level 2: IQ (1,5,6,7)
Level 3: EQ (2,3,4,8)
Level 4: One-sided (one to two of 8's)